yesterday's f e e l i n g s

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

YEAH!!!~~~~~ he's coming back. cant wait for that day. me and my friends have been planning to go and fetch him. Well wonder did he buy anything for me. Anyway it's gonna be 3 am in the morning, lucky my buds are companying me hehe. (THanks Guys I love you 2)

Hmmm cant really sleep for the next few days cause he is coming back. I am getting crazy. that all for now.

Sign off with excitment

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

Have not update my blog for few days. Haiz because my eye infection got worse so yesterday went to changi hospital A&E somemore so expensive. Anyway when I was discharge from the A&E. I need to go to the eye clinic and I waited for like 2 hours ++. GOD~~~!!! somemore the Que number still stamp "urgent A&E". I think they stamp for fun de, they stamp for pretty nia. So Dumb. Pay so much yet they waste my time waiting for so long.

Anyway later going back for appointment. Hiaz darling's not around so he can't company me. Lucky got one of my zhou bo friend to company me. hehe. He so nice. Somemore later I need to do blood test. (ARGH I AM SO AFRAID OF STRINGE). I so scare now and I still need to do X ray. I know it sound serious, I think so too.. BOO hooooo. Wonder will I go blind. Well the doc say its not because of my lens that I got the infection. But rather some other factors that they need to find out. Hmmmm . Wonder what is it sia...

haze back to Square 1. ITs all about money... How I wish I have a real money plant at home. So I can just pluck the money off the plant. Somemore now no job. *shake head. plus my pay delay what the hack is that. haiz. Super sway mth.

I miss my emotion Support. Since his not around I got to learn to be independent. Anyway. Miss my working days not. Feel so bored at home...

sign off with love

Saturday, July 16, 2005

ARGH~~~~~ my eye infection got worse. Now when i see any light i feel that my eye ball will bust. ITS so painfull. Cant go anywhere but to stay at home. so borng. My mother tabao food come back for me but by the time i wakie its spoilt liao. so sad there goes my dinner. Hungry sia... sobx sobx (anyone want to buy dinner for me?)

welll i ate a total of 5 panadol extra today to relive my pain. hope i didn't over dose of it. That stupid doc ask him to give me pain killer he say cannot. WTH. me pain till want to die le still cannt take pain killer. shit him!!
This is our conversation:

Me: Can i have painkiller/

doc: NO. If pain till u faint then go to the hospital.

Me: Serious? But very pain leh.

doc: yah if not later u dun feel the pain u will think that its recover.

Yeah right. Then i go and buy panadol myself liao. I went to see the doc is to relive my pain but this doc siao eh. Don't want to relive my pain. sobx. Miss my guy again. this time he's not around to sayang me. Boo hoo make me feel so lonely only. another 2 more WKS. ARGH so pek cek with army. taking him away for so long.

i think i'll stop here. hmmm now abit angry to write anything more. cause i am dying of boredom for staying at home.

sign off with anger

Friday, July 15, 2005

Hi... after i'm jobless i am always getting sleepless night. Maybe due to the reason i am sleeping too much in the day. Most pro I am goin to work later. Hmmm. Just came back from a late night supper with one of my friend. Haha lucky i have an night owl as company who live near me. So just a call i know i have someone. *Not my guy anyway

Well its the weekend most people are waiting for. But for me its gonna be the same. because my Guy's in thailand so my weekend's gonna be boring. Planning to go Jb with my kakis But... "hey kakis! we nv made it to Jb everytime we plan!". Well that's so US when we plan early we'll nv make it but when we just do at the very last min we always make it. Anyway baby here miss those outing we use to have. "Come on guys... it time for some party".

Hmmm been doin my new blogskin. Haha Just had my Background Done nia. trying to get the feeling of erotic to go along with my blog url. http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v138/sugar84/bbg02.jpg this is the preview of it 1/2 way done. just need to include the link at the side. Cool right with the ladies kissing. Got the pic from online "the yahoo search". Anyway i am kind of eng so do all these thing lor. But whe i start working think i wun be bother about my blog anymore... (well its so me anyway....)
Got to get ready to meet Blue if i want to go to work with her.

sign off with love

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Thursday, July 14, 2005

Well didn't do anything muchies today. Slept the whole day coz having eye infection and headache. Boooo... Its totally sucks.... Anyway met my friends for dinner at bedok 85. Well they are Vincent and Eileen the sticky couple and me being the light bulb of the day. Miss my darling muchie. Lucky Dave came down and join us. haha so I wun be the bulb alone.

My guy's coming back soon with another 2 more wks. I have being waiting for that day to come soon. As our 1st yr of being together (come everyone congrat me pls) is near, I have been thinkin about what to get for him and what should we do as it crash with his 21st b day. My guy is finally adult!!!! Yeah we can get RON le. I know I'm crazy. Anyway I feel great because its been so long since I have a relationship that last more then a yr.

these days I have been thinking about getting married and dreaming about it. It feel good to be walking down the aisle with my destiny one, playing the song by Surface - shower me with your love.

sign off with love

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

Well... speacial thxs to vincent for helping my blog rite now testing to see if its up and working....

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