Okie I am goin on diet to get myself slim before christmas. that's all I want to say today. Too weak to think. (All I have in my mind is ... I AM FAT)

Went to watch harry potter at Bedok interchange Princess. The tickets are so cheap, so much cheaper then the usual. me and my darling save 5 bucks. haha. good can buy a mac meal.

Hmm went to Cindy's bithday at Georges on friday night. Maia lee was there too. Took a photo photo with her (so happy). met up with one of my sec schmate too. Hmmm everyone change I guess.

Friends? what are they? are they really important? For me I'm not too sure now. When it comes to love its seems more important now. unless they need something they will call if not they wouldn't even bother. True friends? Before you have ur bf you will call but now you don't even call me.... unless you need something. Some kind of friend you are. you use to complain that I was "zhong se qing you" but no matter what I will still call and ask you out but now. you don't even want to come out when it me who ask you and its somewhere so near your house. You use to say you put friends in the 1st place and you used to say that I negligent my friends but look at you now. Your eyes are only for ur boy. friends are just nothing to ya. But be it.

sign off with disappointment

It sunday, boring sunday afternoon. Tommorrow will be a brand new week. Hope I get my pay quick.

Went to my cousin's wedding on friday.I got myself a temp perm, its the 1st time I am perming my hair (look abnit aunite). Its also the 1st time I ate Basied Bird's nest instead of shark fin and it taste great. Took some photos. will post together with this entry. Things have not been working well in my family. Dad keep getting into trouble while my mum is still always nagging about this and that. I really miss my childhood. Those days seems so carefree. All I need to care about is my homework, food and of cause play time. Now, all I can think about is money. (to myself; Welcome to the adult world!) I can smell my adulthood now. It stinks!!!
Few more month I'll be 22 years old. I feel that years seems to pass more quickly each year. I think enough of my grumbling.
yesterday went to PS and Bugis's C.A.N. Cafe drank red wine with my Mr Sissy's friends.
Watch the movie Tom Yum Goong, the movie is not bad. all about elephant. That Tony is cool too with all the bone breaking sound effect.

My Mr. Sissy is goin abck camp tonight. After a long break of 2 weeks, he is goin back to camp!!! I don't think I will get use for the next week. without him waking me up in the morning or hugging me to sleep. (Yes.. i am also spoilt for his love and attention.) That's all for now.

The topic is base on the recent wedding I went. My cousins are getting married one by one. scary.... Wondering when will be my turn. back to topic. Is marriage the begining or the end?. For me its a commitment to each other for the rest of the life but divorce cases are always rising. Is this act of irresponsible or just that the concept of the new generation has change.

I just hope for me its just another beginning.

sign off with love.

Hell I am alone in the office again!!! Have to do everything by myself shit the HEll out of my BOSS and he doesn't show appreciation. If I can I will jolly well tell him off. but... I cant because.... I need money. The power of the filthy cash. I have no choice right, with the high expenses and monthly accuring bill on top of all that the GST which is 5% to rise my burden of my expenses. MONEY MONEY MONEY!

Kind of hungry now waiting for my colleague to buy back my lunch. I am hearing my growling stomche and craking brain (from answering all the phone calls alone). Will Missy Mitch fly my plane today because she didn't come to work but its ok. Then I have to get another temp girl cause my boss not happy. I know I complain alot but I just cant help it feel underpay. With me doing almost everything from admin to HR to Account. I am bao tang bao sai bao ka liao. and they only pay me a miserable sum. I think if this continue I will damand for a pay increase.

My Mr Sissy is having the foot rot which most NS guy will get it. His little baby toe is bleed.(poor darling) Can't help feeling heartache cause it look pain yet disgusting. Even when his feet hurt, he still insist on companing me to get my dress for my brother's wedding tommorrow (I'm so touch!! DARLING I LOVE YOU ALOT). Maybe I can post some photo to Show on sat.

That's all for today.

Sign off with hunger.

Have not update my blog for some times, changed] a new skin and do some editing. This new skin look abit dull and depress but I like it.

Finally got my new computer but my internet is down this time round. SO I still can't surf internet at home. I am updating my blog from my office. Tommorow Mitchelle's coming to work with me. (hoho) Finally someone come and join me in hell with my bad tempered boss, the chihuahua because he can bark non-stop and very noisy.

Nothing much to blog lately. I found a new place to hang out with my friends at bugis, the board game cafe. This cafe offers board games for their customers while drinking, smoking etc. On top of that its Cheap. Just $10 u get a drink and finger food.I know I sound like an ad but I really like the place.

Times seems to pass fast it is soon to be christmas time. I am wondering what should I do for christmas this year, after 21 years of christmas it start to get more and more boring each year. Hope my Mr sissy will have something plan for me. With a nice pressie. (hahaha!Greedy me)

Sign off with love