This is my 23rd year of life. Come to think of it, time really pass fast. In a blink of eyes its goin to be 1/2 a yr gone.

Today I am very emo. I realise i had a few relationship that bring me wonderful memories. My 1st love was when I was 14 and it was a puppy love but it lasted for 3 years. He is a nice guy but i guess guys of that age would put their friends in their 1st place. Than I put love as my 1st place. How silly of me.

The next guy was an ah beng... but still very nice to his mother. That's the only thing I like about him ba. Took me sometimes to forget.

3rd guy this guy is the one I would never forget ba. 'cause infront of him I became a timid pig. No temper, everything he says I will say ok. Haha. Budds can hardly believe i am like that. But its been 6 years time pass. =) Things should end there. I will make it end there.

Baby is the best guy I ever met so far. The perfect guy in my eyes I don't think I will ever find one who care me truly, who love me whole heartedly and he only has his eyes on me. My position in his Heart will always be No. 1.

Treasure is the word friends always tell me. I know I should but my heart always tell me otherwise. Love is just a passing phrase of life. It will; never get me anywhere.

[Sugar]: Friends I have tons of it. Losin' one that don't truly care... is just another part of life. Smile always. I don't want to be a spare tyre. I want to be my true self. when things end It should have end there. Let it be.

[Sugar]: Friends.. we are just friends...

3 more years I will be 26.... wonder will I get married by than. Marriage is not the top piority in my life but kinda of worry what if by than I still cannt find the one. I don't want to grow old alone. Without someone to company. Paiseh la.. I scare of being alone ma.

[Sugar]: the classic line from Pam "ooooooohhhhHHh Condoms!" which left me and Jayce (-..-)"!

像一场梦　却醒不过来　
另一个我在看着我
她问我值不值得为你付出所有
只要一想起你的温柔就会让我看不清楚　
你想做的你 没有谁强迫我坚强　
我却都忍得住　清醒的孤独
你永远是我的最爱　
不管爱你有多难　 我的心只想属于你　
无法预知的未来　 你试着抱起我　却看见远方寂寞　
爱将会克服一切　在我心中你永远是我的最爱　
不管爱你有多难　我不会停止爱着你　
握着你温热的手　就算偶尔透露你的不安和放纵　
我总是相信你像一场梦　 却醒不过来　
另一个你在看着我 他问我愿不愿意　
给你更多自由 只要一想起你的忧愁　
就会让我看不清楚　我想做的我
没有谁强迫我坚强　我却都忍得住　梦里的孤独

Meet up with Jayce and Pam for Jayce last min shopping. She is goin to start her new job on monday so need to get some clothes. Poor me and Pam we are on shopping ban till end of the mth. =( Jayce got alot of shopping deals~~ Cheap like hell. No pic of Jayce cause she is busy with the shopping... while me and pam... *sulk*

The fear of darkness, Death angel;
She caught me by my throat;
left me out of breathe;
gasping for the air.

When the time stop;
darkness come upon;
the blood hug my world;
say my last name and be gone.

B day is coming soon le... so sad la... older by a year liao!!!!!!!!

Lev ask me what i want for b day... think and think I know le.... I want a build a pig!! lol....

darling bought a pair of jeans for me. hehe Love him munchie.

That day I flipped my piggy bank which i use to store my coins and saw the msg written by liqin on the piggybank. OMG its my 12th b day present from her. I start counting and realise its been like 11 yrs le. I feel so old man.

I realise I havent been updating my blog. I bought 3 new pigs recently for my piggy coleections... I love pigs. ZHU ZHU POWER!

Went ktv recently with 6 ppls, a big pig and a piglet. hehe 'cause I bought the above 2 pigs on that day. Nart rape my big piggy wor. so sad. my big piggy not bergin anymore. =(

Finally got my skinny jeans from topshop. hehe went to vivo with pammie on sat and shop till my legs drop. Went to build a bear for Peiyu's b day. it was fun I am goin to get a build a pig for myself soon. =)
[Sugar]: treasure not just today but tomorrow and yesterday too!