You couldn't say
Needed someone new
You actually thought
Deep inside I knew
Can you tell me how can you say
Why this should suffice
You passed me by
And your heart's as cold as ice
(You passed me by)
Did you see me cry
(Did you ask yourself why)
Did you see me cry
(Did you ask yourself how)
Can you hear me cry
(Did you ask yourself)
Will we ever grow apart
You couldn't say
Needed someone new
And you actually thought
Deep inside I knew
I wonder where we will go
Will we be the same
(You passed me by)
I laugh inside I think of you
And the love we made
(You passed me by)
Tell me why this should suffice
I hold you through the night
Now will I let it go
Soon I'll let it go
Can you hear me cry
(Will you ask yourself why)
Can you hear me cry
(Will you ask yourself how)
Can you hear me cry
(Will you ask yourself)
Will we ever grow apart
You, I'll stand by your side
I'll be there for you
(You passed me by)
You, I'll stand by your side
Please just do me right
(You passed me by)
You, I'll stand by your side
I'll be there for you

以前觉得爱情是一切，可是现在金钱比较重要。是我变了还是漫长的时间让我成长？或许两者都不是而是现实让我看清一切。。。。。。。

I am not what I used to be and want to be. Reality took me away the moment I snipped away my long hair and wanting for a change. I knew I have change in the way I want to be.

Finally went to ikea tampines for Meatballs and MJ session at my house yesterday with my piglet KX, Sexy Png, humsup Tang, Levyne and Kailin .

Finally meet up with Eileen and Vincent, it has been so long since I last saw them. My lovely friends who know me too well. Haha and our fav food is sushi lo. So we met up at parkway to eat sushi. I love my cute little nanny who take care of me like a little princess. Ok I am spolit for love from her and Baby. I feel love.

So sick of what people think about me. I just want to be me and not what you want me to be. Don't pretend you know me very well when you don't know me.

You bought this cup when I got my 1st offical real Job. You said I could make my own ginger tea.
The pig is still as happy as before but the feeling to it has change.

[Anvil] ： If only time would stop for a sec.

My working desk... wooot! Nothing on the table. look pretty empty but soon I will personalize my table. Anyway my company buy a new computer for me. =) new good computer with new key board I hope. hehe. I love new things la.

[Anvil]: 开心工作！

开始喜欢我的发型。没有可爱，没有甜美也没有任何人的形象。这就是我，黄佳仪。



只要自己觉得ok就ok。 不要太在乎别人的看法，因为我有自己的魅力。

回忆是我生命的一部分。它让我开心也让我成长。谢谢每一个愿意在我回忆留下脚印的人。

Love to suntan now. cause I will feel tire and sleep well at night which is good for me. 1st time play volley ball. It was fun though my hands are aching still I love it.

and I love MJ too!

Last friday went HK Cafe with Kailin, Lev, Ger, Scan, Meh Meh, Gil and Scan. We sat there from 7pm till 2am and we are all complaining that our butt is totally flatten and aching. Apart from all the aching we had alot of laughter, joking and gossips.

We did alot of 鸟 things too. here is the cutest part of all, we actually try to imitate the oc icon from ebuzz.

Starting from kailin.


I think the smile super cute eh.


follow by Levyne though she is not suppose to do that icon but i think the pic look more like that icon.


think look alike wor.

Next is Gil Gil, hers is super look alike lo.. the expression. LOL



Follow by Scanny.



Next we have a gold digger in the house... meh meh



Ger's icon and what he did is super look alike lo.



Lastly is mine lo. LOL dun luff k. they say look alike is 98% the only missing item is the ghost. =\



[Thou shalt not be your slave]

其实我在自欺欺人。总觉得自己很可笑。 哈哈！

像两首节拍不同的歌　却又同时被爱情合奏
旋律勉强着　愉快不能够假装快乐

你心中有宽阔的天空　但空气好薄　曾经以为等待会改变什么
你总会属于我　但是最后时间证明了　你只喜欢我

你说你比较像你的好朋友　只是不小心拥抱着
你道歉　你难过　于是我给你笑容　谁在乎我的心　还会不会寂寞

如果爱情是五线谱　我曾希望用全音符　吟唱出　爱上你
那完整的幸福　你你的心没有耳朵　即使我为你唱着歌

你也只看见我哭了　你说过我是你最好的朋友
却不应该再拥抱着　你退缩你冷漠　于是我放开双手

不在乎我的心　会永远的寂寞

Last 2 lines copied from Kailin.


你说我是你最好的朋友，就像是永远不会分手的男朋友。。

你宁愿做她一辈子的好朋友，还是勇敢的做一次她的男朋友。。

Sad to say I come to realise not everyone are ur friends when you think they are. Its not that I don't the truth of this just that nothing really bad had happen to me and I seems to forget about it.
True to say it take years to know someone. When you see that someone you thought he is like that but infact that person maybe not be what it seems. Like what I say in some previous entry "friends I have plenty to lose one that dun treasure is just part of a passing phase. I cant really be bothered with someone that treat me like dirt but though its disappointing to know I actually take someone like that as a friend. Well it just remind me to hold back my principle as who to be friends with and who not to.

After this incident I got a hate post in ebuzz from an unknown. He or she posted I was ugly, look like a ghost and need some plastic. I was like well.... If I need plastic are you going to sponsor me?
If you do want to sponsor I don't mind going for it. I want to get my nose done, My cheek smaller, eyes bigger and teeth straight. If you do then pls email me ur details and I will email u my acct number for you to transfer the money over ok? Sugar is not angry with your post and I am gladly accepting the money and comments you gave. Gosh I doubt that person will DARE to email me la. cause he/she reg one name just to post 1 post and nv come back. Ha! Hum Ji lo.

anyway It doesn't matters to me anymore. 'cause I cant really be bother about what others think. The most impt thing in my life now is money. Love and others can wait.

[Sugar]: When darkness fall upon, when the devil wings come on me?

start on my new job and it is still on the relax mode. Hope it will be good ba. I hope to settle down on certain aspect of my life le. Now i dont want to have too much things goin on my head but i just want to concentrate on my work and earn as much money as possible. though yah my pay kinda of standard de.

When certain things are gone it will change and be different. Once it is stain it wun be back to its old self again.

[Sugar]: happy as I can be

We decided to give it a try again. Starting everything from fresh But can we do it correctly?







And we found my friend, Sugar (which is my initial la)



Hmmmm I love sugar. hehe.... My new haircut sux.

[Sugar]: Disgusted by some so call friend.

Has been feeling very pekcek lately and my temper is easily tigger which seldom happen. I think I am having a major hormones imbalance. SO I went to cut my hair again. This time the nerdy Geeky hair style.I was feeling down yesterday and I am not sure why so went to meet Kailin and Levyne

for a drink at georges. As usual I end up red after few sip. After 1hr plus the rest of the gang came but we take photo. Dossy ride there with his ISIS and OGK helmet. Guess what happen to the helmet....



TAH DAH~~~~ The 3 helmet girls.

[Sugar]: If u want just let u have him. I dun like to fight.

The earring from pinky bro. Thanks~~




the foursome.

Me and BB #2

[Sugar]: When dreams are shattered.

I haven been to clubs just for the sake of clubbing for years... So decided to go with Pam and Phy on wed... it was tiring.. I am old le.... But we left early cause phy was not feeling.. plus i am tire. hehe.

With Bimbo No. 1 when No 2 was in the toliet doin her dirty business... LOL

[Sugar]: 好眼泪　坏眼泪　我都曾为你流　感动和悲伤都是理由