Yeah its finally friday now....... Darling will be back in 16 hours time. I can't wait.... On top of that... Its Long HOLIDAY!!!!! Its the holiday I have been waiting for a long beak...

Anyway Did a new skin but not using it till I got bored of my present skin. Its something naughty, sexy and full of love... hehe... Got really into making skin. Cause its so easy, fun and I can just make it into my very own and personalise.

Hmmm well its late now got to catch some sleep. Miss my guy muchie. I know I'm mushy but I just cant help it. I don't hide my feelings towards certain things.

Got myself a new skin. the background is totally designed by myself... Its my very own blog.... with the theme "destiny". hahaha I know the theme abit lame but fate and destiny plays a great part in our life. Just like if I never company Coleen to send Gilbert back to camp. I wouldn't have know my present guy.
Thus prove it plays a great part in it.

Anyway my darling is coming back on friday... I really can't wait for him to be back from that milkmaid country (New Zealand). Miss him TONs and TONs.

Finally got my shopping done. Bought alot of new clothes and new year goodies. Been trying hard to control but I still bought 1 jeans, 1 pants, 1 camisole, 1 baby tube dress, 1 net jacket, 1 blazer, 1 pumps and 1 new head band.... Oh no I really bought alot of stuff. opsss... Hope my darling wun kill upon knowing this. =(

I kinda of miss him. Shopping without his nagging seems strange like that "aiyo y u keep buying" face. Haiz another 2 more weeks before he is back. That pretty long. I hope i will survive till then.

Finally met up with Coleen after so long. She's still the same old babe. Realise I miss her. haha.. Darling coleen you slim down le.... think you chubby chubby then cute wor.....

That's all for today.. tata

sign off with worries

It has been rainy these few days but I like it. I love the cosy weather plus I hate to sweat so these few days were lovely. The only bad thing is I cant sleep late as I got to work in the morning. Been ito this new guy idol from Taiwan his name is Joe Cheng (with pic attached) he look abit like edison chan but he's taller with the height. Well people who know me will know I love guys with height, guys with the edison look. This guy matches perfectly of what I like. OoOoOOHHHhhh~~~~ his is my lastest crush. haha.

第一次当我见到你
你说你紧张的忘了呼吸
记忆里我只想玩玩而已
在一起没想过这问题
你说你从来没有忘记
我们第一个夜里
我一边说我爱你
一边喘着气
sorry 我爱你 是指你的身体
我不知道你的需要
你对我的要求我从来没做到
你怎么受的了
但我总是只见到你微笑
痛苦总是往肚子里吞掉
只希望有一天我能明了你的好
我假装对你不在意
假装失去我的记忆
为了隐藏以前痛苦回忆
我选择放弃 放心去爱人的权利
因为我不相信自己不相信你
不相信一句话叫做真心真意
我选择绝情绝义 你把我当作情人
我却把你当作敌人
我的人生就是充满猜疑忌恨
不要浪费精神 在我身上寻找永恒
执迷不悔只会在你我身上
造成一道道永远的伤痕 bady
能不能就对着我说爱我 能不能就陪着我天长地久
不要对我若即若离 让我伤心泪流
能不能就对着我说爱我 能不能就陪着我一直到最后
从今以后剩下的路 要你陪我走
你一定觉得我坏谁都不爱
随你去猜我是在什么心态
面对你给我的爱
你对我好我就对你越坏
但我心里一直有声音跟我告白
它说不能没有你的存在
好怪想爱却又说不出来
为何心软为何心软
为何你从不会对我心烦
已经有了答案
我却不敢去看
面对你不再反感
发现我冰冷的心感受到你的温暖
该怎么办
我现在爱你会不会太晚
你是唯一我想跟你在一起
不想再和你分离
oh~就算外面的女孩子她们叫我baby
在我心底只有一个老婆叫做vicky
不知道该怎么说 但我知道怎么做
我不会一错再错 忘了以前痛苦的过程
我们要的只是结果 你问我会一起多久
我不知道大概一辈子够不够
牵着你的手往前走
我只听到你说
能不能就对着我说爱我 能不能就陪着我天长地久
不要对我若即若离 让我伤心泪流
能不能就对着我说爱我 能不能就陪着我一直到最后
从今以后剩下的路 要你陪我走
能不能就对着我说爱我
能不能就陪着我天长地久
能不能能不能能不能够
对着我说爱我伤心泪流
能不能就对着我说爱我
能不能就陪着我一直到最后
就一直到最后

Its a brand new year. Happy New Year to everyone. I had fun on new year eve met up with friends whom I have not seen for quite sometimes. Anyway had alot of fun. In this new year I have a new idol and a new drama to go crazy abt. Last year was "流星花园" this year is 恶作剧之吻. I think Coleen will remember this title very clearly. (haha, remember hor u owe me the DVD hor). My new idol is the main male lead in the show, 郑元畅(Joe), He is so cute in the show cant help it having a tiny crush on him.

Started my new year with a brand new chapter for my cereer. I am now working in this new company that sell wine. New place with nice environment. I was nervous this morning as I was wondering will I fit in the environment but I think its ok.

Tomorrow will be another day... I miss him alot.

Sign off with love