Hi everyone (if there's more then one...) its been more then a month i update my blog. Well dun feel that good these days.
Ok... yes I am thinking too much again but i just can't help it. Just met up with coleen and serene. I have not meet them much since i join the new company. With some update news or gossip and everyone that i have not met for some time. scary things is that there's alot of breaks up. Once everyone was happily attach but now. everyone's single and I'm the one of the last feww still attach.

Scary to me maybe u guys may think i am making big out of nothing. But looking at each once loving couple. they were so sweet then but its all the past. When i think about it i just cant help thinking about my present relationship. I am happily in love for 1yr +++ still in honey moon mood but how long will it last. I am not too sure myself. But i know i am afraid of losin' him. Kinda of too dependent to him le. Cant imagine myself w/o him by my side. I can feel its so empty.

I nv had this feeling before, the feeling of "wantin'-to-get-married". I use to hate the idea as its like the tomb of love. I enjoy the feeling of courtship rather then marriage. but now i just feel like settling down for him. tie him down. (i just can't imagine i will have this type of idea)scary.

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Just to update abit here and there:

28th Aug celebrate my darling's b day. He's finally 21 yrs old. my big boy. I simply love you so much that i wanna eat you up.

12th aug Went on a trip to penang and KL had some fun though
and its Eileen's b day...

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Sign off with love.