Love or rather relationship has nv been easy like 1 2 3. It involve alot of thinking that need the EQ. Different people act differently in different situation. Not everyone will make the same choice as what you could have made. At least I learn some today. ok I am getting emo again la! lol so me can. drama and think too much.

ANyway few hours ago after I knock off from work I was suppose tp pack my room and get the revamp 8/10 done but I fall asleep almost immediately after I see my bed la. I think I better get things done today Or those things I bought for my room project will nv be done. I really want my pretty white curtains to be up soon but i am just lazy can. i realise I really have alot of stuffs to keep in my room. argh feel like a rubbish collector.

I can nv expect much from my relationship. Take things easy is the Key to keep myself bay from hurt. I have learnt this from my past experience. I learn is one thing but apply is another. I nv expect fairy tales kinda of love after I have been through so much. even so I do hope things will be better for us. whatever it is I am still a happy girl.

cant wait for my penang trip la.