Wednesday, September 27, 2006
Feeling down today so I took another 1/2 day leave and I was already on leave yesterday. Think I really need a break from everything. Very soon I will lose control of myself if I dun take a break soon. Too many things to think about but nothing much can be done, felt trap for once. I lost myself again.Darling has been busy working so he dun have much time to company me. Thus I got to find my own entertainment but all my entertainment are expensive. lol. Examples are ktv, sushi and not forgetting shopping. geee... all my hobbies need money. Money money can you fall off the sky and let me pick you up.
Since I am on 1/2 day leave I will go shopping alone later. All friends are working so no kakis.
I am just a little Bitch sucker who need love and attention. If u still love me, please show me some.
has things got for the better or worse? (shrug)
I need sometimes to be alone.
Love ya.