These days the old memories keep flashing back and out of my control. I get emotional easily when they flash back. I hate the feeling.

I have my baby now. I know I really love him alot. He really dote on me and sometimes spoilt me which is not what any guys could do it. I am very sure he is the guy that I want to get married with. I have nv been so sure in my life that I want to spend the rest of my life with someone. He always say that he would want to marry me but I hope he is really true about it.

I have changed alot over time because of him. I used to be the sticky kinda of Gf who like to stick ard him and take up all his time but now I don't anymore. I only get to meet him like once a week or maybe 2-3 times a week. He is such a workaholic and he work all his time away. Its not that I am complaining but sometimes I wish I can see him more often.

If I was not that sticky back than maybe we will still be happy now. you were once my dream guy and u r still minus ur flirt. Just that I feel lost when I face you. I seems to lost myself whenever you appear. You made me cry many times but still I once love you in the deep of my heart. Now maybe its just a passing phase for me.