Finally I made my decision. Just let it be this way.

I am so tire now and had been drinking on friday and sat night. It was bad on friday night I over drink and got myself drunk. Not really drunk but tipsy and Blue had to call baby and Dar to come and fetch me. Lucky only one came down if not I will flee the scene before they come down. I cannt imagine what will happen if they meet each other. Even the tought of it send a chill down my spine. In the end Baby came down to fetch me. He hugged me and pat me to sleep. the good thing was I didn't puke. haha I was still sober enough to know I cannt dirty my bed.

Sat met Kailin, Lev and Jayce for majong. This time I Lost $9 still ok la. Than went to Xiang and Sam's house and play majong plus drinking.

That's when I made up my mind and made my decision. Sorry to made you cry, I know I was at fault for this time. Everything is over and we will start all over again from the scratch.

I think this will do everyone good. To think about what we had, have and will be. I really straight out my tots over the weekend.

I am glad with what I have now. As for the future who will know what it behold.