I have said what I wanted to say that night. Feel good abt it. The path I am goin to move along and alone will be fine. Told you not to read my blog. later she not happy ar. I dun want to be the wall between you two.

Dar whatever has past has past. I dun want you to keep viewing my blog and think about my feelings. Whatever happen to me is no longer ur tai ji. Bi is learning to be stronger and move on with my life. Though i something secretly wish things nv happen between u and her. lol. Still I hope for the best for you. If you need a listening ear I will be here for you. Just call me you know my number. I wun change my number. =)

I am suppose to wake up at 0830 in the morning but cant really sleep now. cause Slept too much in the day. I am on MC today. lol. baby came and bring me to the doctor. Doctor say I took too much painkill so the gastric is not workin well. =..= he made it sound so horrible. That my gastric is havin a slight bleeding sign. I am scared by his words. He told me to eat normal. No more diet! I was never on diet what. I eat normal what... hmmmm must be weakling me. lol.

Must cut down on smoking. Been smoking like a chimmy these days. Hope I wun have any problem with my lung plus the haze is choking me everyday. Try to stay indoor.

My mum complain the electric bill is over shot this mth 200++ omg. i wonder how we use the electric sia. She say due to my operating of aircon 24hr. Ok my fault I am the only one at home who likes aircon. I cannt live without my aircon. Pampered little princes me. lol

Baby been so nice to me and I am glad he is. Ppl tell em to treasure him. I will de la. But I need sometimes for myself ma. I don't want to revolve my world around any guys anymore. I want to be myself that girl who can stand up for herself when she needs to.

Love every bit of my life now and I want to be happy about it. feel like changin my job. think I will after i get my bouns ba. want to try some PA job. any lobang to intro?


Meeting my primary sch friend in the evening. Goin to KTV again. lol. My fav spot. to voice out my ugly voice. lol. Hope they wun kill me.