I was so silly to believe what you said to me. So silly of me. I really dunno what I should feel now. I cant blame anyone. You made the right choice to chose her. I was too soft for you. she will suit u better. good luck to you and her.

Since the night when you went to fetch her I know I have lost my position in your heart. I cant believe I actually find the place for you and send u to her. If I had open my mouth and ask you not to go maybe things will be different.

You told me the next morning you are are back together, I cried even though I knew things will happen. The moment I knew you delete my photos I knew things are over. I was still having abit of hope yet I did not want to thrash ur relationship. For the 1st time in my life I felt uselss. I use to stand up for myself, open my mouth and ask for what I want. I was disappointed with myself when I just let you do things that you want and go with your way.

I feel so pathetic. I think I am the biggest joke of my own life.

We are nv meant to be and nv will be. I have waited for 4 years. Think its really time to let the story end.

ending will come someday and someway. At least it end this way we will keep the wonderful memories.

I really wish you and ur gf all the best. hope you will marry her someday. learn to love and be selfless at times. Dun waste her time, be good.

PS: i know u will read it someday. Just want to let u know I will be good and Bi is always happy. Bi will find what she wants one day.