If I were to fall, will you be there to catch me? I guess not. I am not worth the effort but I am ok with it. Cause I know where I stand. I may be a diamond in another's eyes but not yours. If only I can turn back the time be strong on my feelings. I guess it will never happen.

Things have gotta out of hands for both of us. We have lost the feelings we should have. Somehow I can only blame myself. Feel useless and it hurts. There's too many "If" in our life. I want a comfirmation instead.

I am really lost. SO lost I dun even know where I stand. I dun even know what I should do next. I dun even know if I can survive alone now. I am so scare. I cannt differentiate what's the truth and what's the lies. When I feel its true I realise its not.

When I look into the mirror now I cant believe that's me. I mean I used to be so strong and I dun cry easily over some guy. Yet I am always crying now. I really hate myself, you and you. Can anyone make me feel better?

Buzz off if you intend to lie.

I am goin back to my pills soon once I am fully recovered. Cause my face popping out acne. *cry* somemore not one but 4. Argh..... i miss my pills, I promise to eat them regularly. I wun skip I learn my lesson well and hard.

[Sugar]: It means nothing to say I love you unless you say it with your heart.