Thursday, June 28, 2007
The oxygen in the air is getting thinIt makes me feel suffocated and unbreathable
All I can do is to lie down, waiting for the darkness to fall upon me
When the love veins coils my neck
I know it will end soon.
I need some space to breathe
I need to know what is the feeling of being un-heartbroken.
please kiss my name goodbye.
[sugar]: bored and nothing to blog abt.
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
I miss clubbing, miss my carefree life, miss my clean room (opps), miss my long hair...
[Sugar]: St james anyone?
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
Check out my blog new header pic... sexy ma?.. come come guess who but no prize hor.[Sugar]: kinky addiction.
Friday, June 15, 2007
Well not sure what to call it but a hidden lake near my hse. its along tampines ave 10. Very peaceful and romantic there. It is hidden by all the trees. The place is very quiet and the water is clear lo. but alot os mosquitoes la. What to do.... nature comes with everything.
[Sugar]: I have type my last letter (for just in case)... its in my computer.
Thursday, June 14, 2007
Went to visit the doc for more sleeping pills yesterday. This time the medication is stronger. Doc has warn me that I might get addicted to the pills. But I dun really care la. I wish can die earlier la. The pills make me sleep peacefully through the night.Note: If I die I want a pink coffin pls put my fav piglet into the coffin with me. Den I want the rest of my piglets to be distributed to all the friends I love they are Coleen, Eileen, Jayce, Pam, Kailin, Gilda, Levyne. The biggest piggy is to be left for my Dalvin baby.
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
It was only a matter of time before I got tired of your ways.
I tried to make you fire but you were only ice
And you didn't seem to wanna change
So then I looked at someone new and he was looking back at me too.
He saw that I was hurt ,knew just what to say ,knew just how to push the pain away
You know I need stability and you know you can't give it to me
Though when I call him on the phone I never feel butterflies,
I know that I can trust he'll always give me love and I know mine will grow for him in time.
He tells me that I'm beautiful and I never ever heard that from you.
He doesn't cause me pain and tears that fall like the rain
Though I'm still in love with you but I need a love that call my own
It wasn't easy letting go but I know that I had to think of the long run and say goodbye
And find someone who appreciates me even though my sun may never rise the way it did with you. He may never kiss me the way that you'd do but at least he makes me feel like a part of his life. At least he doesn't make me cry and I know I can call him mine
Monday, June 11, 2007

Anyone want to sponsor me a pink sugar pocket bike?
I will be very greatful....
I have managed to catch up with Pammie after 1-2 mths of nt seeing her. Jayce, Pam and I went for dinner @ Villa'ge. The photos show that we were there. Love my piggies babes!

I love them and the moo moo... so cute eh.

"I" is easier to spell den "you". Self Obsession is my type of game.

[Sugar] I think I am having mental depression.... I need something...... KINKY! =x
After the dinner we went over to the KTV and Lev joined us shortly.

Our favourite Victory sign.
I am so in love with my new Jap uniform. OMG! I think it fit me perfectly well! It is totally 100% kinky. *Wink*
[Sugar] I think I am having mental depression.... I need something...... KINKY! =x

你怕死吗?我开始觉得死一点都不恐怖。对我而言是一种解脱。如果有一天我因为某种原因而死了希望朋友不会伤心。因为至少我不用再面对人生的拘束,所以因该是高兴的吧!
[Anvil]: I love being a fallen angel.